1 00:00:05,680 --> 00:00:06,960 Tell me. 2 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:13,720 HE SIGHS 3 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:16,400 It's difficult. 4 00:00:20,880 --> 00:00:22,320 Cat's been calling? 5 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:25,880 Do you want her to come round? 6 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:29,600 No. HE SCOFFS 7 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:33,560 You have to mix the worlds at some point. 8 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:41,600 Do you want to be here? 9 00:00:44,080 --> 00:00:45,560 Yes. 10 00:00:49,080 --> 00:00:50,560 Yes. 11 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:17,040 {\an8}♪ I had a dream I was learning 12 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:19,799 {\an8}♪ Then your love took it from me 13 00:01:19,800 --> 00:01:23,679 {\an8}♪ I had a dream I was learning 14 00:01:23,680 --> 00:01:25,559 {\an8}♪ Then your love took it from me 15 00:01:25,560 --> 00:01:29,079 {\an8}♪ I had a dream I was learning 16 00:01:29,080 --> 00:01:31,239 {\an8}♪ Then your love took it from me 17 00:01:31,240 --> 00:01:33,840 ♪ Ask me what I think I believe I need to see you. ♪ 18 00:01:52,680 --> 00:01:54,360 Think I should start jogging. 19 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:57,440 You've been saying it for years. 20 00:01:59,760 --> 00:02:01,800 THEY CHUCKLE 21 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:08,320 We could do it together. 22 00:02:09,560 --> 00:02:12,240 Yeah, could get matching Lycra. 23 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:15,560 DYLAN LAUGHS 24 00:02:19,560 --> 00:02:21,200 We could. 25 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:24,480 TOM CHUCKLES 26 00:02:25,920 --> 00:02:27,479 As long as you wear the hot pink. 27 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,119 DYLAN LAUGHS 28 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:31,160 LAUGHTER ON TV 29 00:02:40,520 --> 00:02:42,560 DYLAN EXHALES SOFTLY 30 00:03:08,520 --> 00:03:10,040 Tips. 31 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:18,439 - - Thank you. 32 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:20,480 CHILD SQUEALS 33 00:03:25,440 --> 00:03:26,960 What did you get? 34 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:35,959 They'll get to us. 35 00:03:35,960 --> 00:03:38,760 They're busy. Everyone wants their time. 36 00:03:40,760 --> 00:03:42,239 You trying to get me fat? 37 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:45,119 Trying? I'm succeeding, you big lump. 38 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:48,519 Speak for yourself. You're spilling over those trousers. 39 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:50,200 Thanks. 40 00:04:02,320 --> 00:04:04,999 I don't know, I'm scared she won't be interested. 41 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:06,359 I don't know about that, man... 42 00:04:06,360 --> 00:04:07,520 Er... Um... 43 00:04:10,840 --> 00:04:12,679 Mum, are you... are you OK? 44 00:04:12,680 --> 00:04:15,399 Yeah, you know, I'm good. I just... I was passing by. 45 00:04:15,400 --> 00:04:17,879 Pa... Passing by? 46 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:20,240 Yeah, I was nearby, thought I'd pop in. 47 00:04:21,560 --> 00:04:23,680 Are they... Are they your friends? 48 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:26,520 They look nice. 49 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:30,160 Um, do you want to, um... 50 00:04:31,240 --> 00:04:32,959 Do you want to go to the cafe? 51 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:34,719 - Yeah. - OK. - Yeah 52 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:36,280 Yeah, OK. 53 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:43,039 Do you think I could have come to a place like this? 54 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:45,039 Mum, of course. 55 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:47,680 You would have been president of all the unions. 56 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:54,080 What's going on, Mum? 57 00:04:55,760 --> 00:04:58,160 I've given you guys a bad childhood... 58 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:02,200 ...haven't I? 59 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:06,840 We had a great childhood. 60 00:05:08,160 --> 00:05:09,840 Everything we needed. 61 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:13,639 But your dad and the work... 62 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:15,239 Kids shouldn't be exposed to that. 63 00:05:15,240 --> 00:05:18,279 You shouldn't have been exposed to that. 64 00:05:18,280 --> 00:05:21,199 It was always Dad pushing that world into our lives. 65 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:22,519 I went into it with my eyes open. 66 00:05:22,520 --> 00:05:24,999 And he gave you no other choice. 67 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:28,400 That doesn't mean you can't want something different now, Ma. 68 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:35,680 I've... no idea what I want. 69 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:41,079 That's OK. 70 00:05:41,080 --> 00:05:42,600 Me neither. 71 00:05:49,840 --> 00:05:51,959 Right, look. 72 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:53,479 That's Matthew. 73 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:56,439 He was shipped off to boarding school as soon as he could breathe. 74 00:05:56,440 --> 00:05:59,560 Works away in here till 1am or 2am every day. 75 00:06:00,680 --> 00:06:02,679 Obviously hates himself. 76 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:07,319 Her - had to grow up watching her dad verbally abusing her mum. 77 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:10,000 No idea how to navigate a relationship with men now. 78 00:06:12,560 --> 00:06:13,879 Not sure what's wrong with that guy 79 00:06:13,880 --> 00:06:15,920 but something definitely is. SHE SNORTS 80 00:06:18,400 --> 00:06:19,960 You did a great job. 81 00:06:22,280 --> 00:06:25,719 Let's have some food. They do a great pasta. 82 00:06:25,720 --> 00:06:27,479 Hmm, it's a bit carb heavy... 83 00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:30,319 Oh, carbs, carbs, carbs! Come on. 84 00:06:30,320 --> 00:06:31,840 Let's have a carb day for once. 85 00:06:35,120 --> 00:06:37,160 OK. SHE CHUCKLES 86 00:06:39,640 --> 00:06:41,439 You were snoring again. 87 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:43,359 I don't snore. 88 00:06:43,360 --> 00:06:45,000 The neighbours beg to differ. 89 00:06:46,600 --> 00:06:49,119 Was it the nice kind of snoring or the bad kind? 90 00:06:49,120 --> 00:06:50,399 The nice kind. 91 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:52,279 IMITATES DEEP GUTTURAL SNORING 92 00:06:52,280 --> 00:06:53,840 Shut up! 93 00:06:58,040 --> 00:07:00,479 Of Amber by Jacob Alon 94 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:02,520 SIZZLING 95 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:14,919 Mm. 96 00:07:14,920 --> 00:07:16,320 Lovely. 97 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:02,000 You OK? 98 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:07,440 Not really. 99 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:10,880 I'm sorry, Mum. 100 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,520 Are you OK? 101 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:30,520 I'm sorry. 102 00:08:33,400 --> 00:08:36,639 I'm sorry I wasn't there for you... 103 00:08:36,640 --> 00:08:37,999 ...when dad said he was leaving. 104 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:39,840 I know. I know you are. 105 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:49,680 You had your own loss going on. 106 00:08:53,560 --> 00:08:55,399 Dad came by. 107 00:08:55,400 --> 00:08:57,719 To pack up his stuff. 108 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:00,879 I'm sorry, I couldn't bear to tell you. 109 00:09:00,880 --> 00:09:02,480 I fucking hate him. 110 00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:07,920 Me too right now. 111 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:13,400 Come here. 112 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:16,640 SHE SIGHS 113 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:19,559 Men! 114 00:09:19,560 --> 00:09:21,600 CAT CHUCKLES 115 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:54,400 Ho, coneheid! 116 00:09:55,760 --> 00:09:57,800 SHOUTING 117 00:10:05,920 --> 00:10:07,480 It's cold. 118 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:11,760 Come back to bed. 119 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:14,560 Yeah, give me a minute. 120 00:10:17,960 --> 00:10:19,240 You know what? 121 00:10:20,760 --> 00:10:22,480 I like having you here. 122 00:10:58,840 --> 00:11:01,119 - Luke? - Um... 123 00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:03,800 - Hey, what are you doing here? - Um... 124 00:11:05,920 --> 00:11:08,240 - This is my boy Luke. - Dad, can we talk? 125 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:12,039 Er... not really, no. I've got an appointment. 126 00:11:12,040 --> 00:11:13,799 I can get myself there. 127 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:15,279 You can't get yourself back. 128 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:18,119 Well, that gives you a couple of hours to talk. 129 00:11:18,120 --> 00:11:19,679 It's good to meet you. 130 00:11:19,680 --> 00:11:21,080 You too. 131 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:34,799 We need to go, hurry up! 132 00:11:34,800 --> 00:11:37,279 - Chloe. - I don't want to go! - Come on, we need to go right now. 133 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:39,040 Mum wanted to come. 134 00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:42,080 Said she's been calling. 135 00:11:45,320 --> 00:11:46,600 She has. 136 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:50,239 Um... 137 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:52,359 Y-You liking it here? 138 00:11:52,360 --> 00:11:54,479 Yeah? 139 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:57,519 - Um... Tea with milk. - Mm-hm. 140 00:11:57,520 --> 00:12:00,639 - Black coffee. - OK. Any food? 141 00:12:00,640 --> 00:12:02,639 - No, I'm good. - Me too. 142 00:12:02,640 --> 00:12:03,880 OK. 143 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:06,840 Black coffee? 144 00:12:08,040 --> 00:12:09,839 What happened to your hot chocolates? 145 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:11,880 LUKE CHUCKLES SOFTLY 146 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:17,440 Are you, then? 147 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:21,799 - Am I what? - Um... 148 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:23,400 Liking it here? 149 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:30,679 It's different. 150 00:12:30,680 --> 00:12:32,679 Not as much football. 151 00:12:32,680 --> 00:12:35,159 - Thank God! - Aye. 152 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:36,760 Aye. 153 00:12:44,240 --> 00:12:47,359 And... um, Tom? 154 00:12:47,360 --> 00:12:50,120 How is, um... that going? 155 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:56,360 Fine, yeah. 156 00:13:03,520 --> 00:13:05,159 Um... 157 00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:09,920 I-I think Mum's worried about Sam and Shannon. 158 00:13:13,680 --> 00:13:15,160 Listen. 159 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:19,080 It's going to take a little bit of time to adapt. 160 00:13:20,560 --> 00:13:22,880 She thinks Sam won't look out for them. 161 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:28,239 What if something happens to Mum or Shannon? 162 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:29,999 It's not... 163 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:31,679 - It won't. - You don't know that. 164 00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:33,360 It won't, Luke. 165 00:13:44,760 --> 00:13:48,560 Look, Dad, I want you to be happy. Truly. 166 00:13:52,120 --> 00:13:54,039 Could you just answer the phone to Mum 167 00:13:54,040 --> 00:13:55,959 so I don't have to be a go-between? 168 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:58,080 Call Nan back? Just something? 169 00:14:01,560 --> 00:14:03,160 I can't right now. 170 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:14,320 - Thank you. - Thanks. 171 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:18,920 LUKE SIGHS 172 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,920 Were you and Mum ever happy? 173 00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:35,320 Like truly happy? 174 00:14:38,680 --> 00:14:40,600 We were best friends. 175 00:14:47,200 --> 00:14:50,000 That's a lot of life to have sacrificed for you both. 176 00:15:08,920 --> 00:15:10,280 What about you? 177 00:15:12,160 --> 00:15:15,559 Are you happy? Do you like it here? 178 00:15:15,560 --> 00:15:16,960 Do you think... 179 00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:20,040 Do you think you'll end up staying? 180 00:15:23,640 --> 00:15:25,480 - I like it here, yeah. - Yeah? 181 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:31,320 What do you like about it? 182 00:15:33,800 --> 00:15:36,160 HE SIGHS I don't know. 183 00:15:39,400 --> 00:15:41,520 - I like the people. - Mm-hm. 184 00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:45,600 I like being no-one. 185 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:51,799 I like my friends not being scared off by my family, 186 00:15:51,800 --> 00:15:54,320 the girls I like not being scared off by Mum. 187 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:58,160 I guess I feel like I can breathe. 188 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:04,720 That sounds silly, right? 189 00:16:11,280 --> 00:16:12,639 Feeling good. 190 00:16:12,640 --> 00:16:13,959 You look good. 191 00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:16,679 I'm concerned about your cholesterol, though. 192 00:16:16,680 --> 00:16:18,879 I did just have a packet of crisps. 193 00:16:18,880 --> 00:16:21,719 I don't think it'll just be the crisps. I'll send you home with 194 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:24,799 a list of things to keep an eye out for in your diet. 195 00:16:24,800 --> 00:16:26,920 How are you feeling about starting the chemo? 196 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:30,200 OK. Yeah, ready. 197 00:16:31,760 --> 00:16:35,119 When you come in next, it'll be the induction stage of the therapy. 198 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:39,159 Sorry, doctor, but, I mean, that's a big decision to make, no? 199 00:16:39,160 --> 00:16:43,159 Seems crazy to decide that after ONE medical opinion. 200 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:46,039 There must be some other avenues we can explore, no? 201 00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:49,199 I'm afraid the NHS doesn't really work like that. 202 00:16:49,200 --> 00:16:51,560 I'm the only specialist in this hospital. 203 00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:06,039 Look, we've got to go private. 204 00:17:06,040 --> 00:17:07,919 No. I like it here. 205 00:17:07,920 --> 00:17:09,959 It's shite. 206 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,879 I like my doctor. He knows my history. 207 00:17:12,880 --> 00:17:15,559 You will get more care. Better care. 208 00:17:15,560 --> 00:17:17,439 - No. - I'll pay. 209 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:19,319 Will you stop throwing your weight around? 210 00:17:19,320 --> 00:17:20,879 It's my life and my health. 211 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:23,039 DYLAN SIGHS 212 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:25,360 I'll get the car. You get the prescription. 213 00:17:42,840 --> 00:17:44,359 Oh, come on. 214 00:17:44,360 --> 00:17:45,639 Pal? 215 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:48,159 Hey, pal, come on. 216 00:17:48,160 --> 00:17:50,199 What am I, like ten, 20 minutes late? 217 00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:52,159 It's a busy area and late's late. 218 00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:53,639 I was in the hospital. 219 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:56,279 There's a lot of that around here. Somebody else might've needed 220 00:17:56,280 --> 00:17:59,000 - your spot for an appointment. - Come on, give me a break. 221 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:02,999 You're just a fucking prick, aren't you? 222 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:04,639 Oi, watch your tone! 223 00:18:04,640 --> 00:18:06,400 - Watch my tone? - Aye. 224 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,240 SOUND DISTORTS 225 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:44,400 Oh... 226 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:49,600 OK. 227 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:04,840 PHONE BUZZES 228 00:19:18,440 --> 00:19:20,480 INAUDIBLE 229 00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:38,119 You two, you should come over. 230 00:19:38,120 --> 00:19:40,159 You know, the... the pork toast, it's incredible. 231 00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:42,199 No, I can't, I've got to watch my cholesterol now. 232 00:19:42,200 --> 00:19:44,559 Oh, well, they've got salads. 233 00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:47,959 - Oh, my God... Let's get a taxi now! - Don't! - I need to eat that salad! 234 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,920 No, they're really good, honestly. 235 00:19:52,240 --> 00:19:55,080 What about you? Do you like your food? 236 00:19:56,400 --> 00:19:58,999 If it's beige then I'll eat it. 237 00:19:59,000 --> 00:20:00,599 LAUGHTER 238 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:03,319 I can't get him to accept vegetables just yet. 239 00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:07,319 I saw him inhale a multipack of six croissants this morning. 240 00:20:07,320 --> 00:20:09,759 - French kwah-sonts. Croissants. - Croissants. 241 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:11,399 Sorry, darling. So cultured! 242 00:20:11,400 --> 00:20:13,839 Yeah, always been a cultured boy, our Rich. 243 00:20:13,840 --> 00:20:16,119 Certainly have. 244 00:20:16,120 --> 00:20:18,199 I can't go to France any more. I start sneezing. 245 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:20,119 - I'm allergic. - To France? 246 00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:23,559 To the grass, I think. I think it's like a hay fever problem. 247 00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:25,519 Oh, right. Just in France? 248 00:20:25,520 --> 00:20:27,719 I don't know that it's all the time but the last I was there, 249 00:20:27,720 --> 00:20:29,839 - it was, like, bad. - That's weird. 250 00:20:29,840 --> 00:20:31,319 That IS weird. 251 00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:33,360 VOICES FADE 252 00:20:48,040 --> 00:20:49,920 - Just going to get a refill. - OK. 253 00:20:53,560 --> 00:20:55,799 You got any holidays booked? 254 00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:57,000 She wants to go away... 255 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:00,960 - It was nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 256 00:21:02,200 --> 00:21:04,559 - That was really nice. - Yeah. - Thank you. - Lovely. See you soon. 257 00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:06,720 - Take care. Bye. - Get home safe. 258 00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:22,920 You OK? 259 00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:26,000 I spoke to Cat. 260 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:31,280 Yeah? 261 00:21:41,840 --> 00:21:43,639 HE EXHALES SHARPLY 262 00:21:43,640 --> 00:21:45,160 That go OK? 263 00:21:47,280 --> 00:21:51,359 Bit of shouting and swearing to begin with, but... 264 00:21:51,360 --> 00:21:53,639 ...to be expected. 265 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:56,880 Things aren't going well with Sam. 266 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:02,880 The family OK? 267 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,160 He's being impulsive. 268 00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:11,999 Violent. 269 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:13,920 Acting without thinking. 270 00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:19,560 He always had that in him, but... 271 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:24,960 ...I guess I was able to keep it in check. 272 00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:30,000 Now he's in charge... 273 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:34,880 Could you talk to him? 274 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:42,120 I think it's beyond that. 275 00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:47,760 You're worried about them. 276 00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:04,360 I can't go back. 277 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:07,519 I can't. 278 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:08,959 I know. 279 00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:10,720 You don't have to right now. 280 00:23:13,360 --> 00:23:15,880 I was so good at that job, but... 281 00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:23,480 ...I can't imagine doing it again. 282 00:23:24,880 --> 00:23:27,200 HE INHALES SHAKILY, SIGHS 283 00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:41,920 What made you good at it? 284 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:51,040 I was always willing to do anything for the family. 285 00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:56,319 The kids. 286 00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:58,000 The people I loved. 287 00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:03,200 Anything. 288 00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:09,599 I couldn't always talk to them but... 289 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:11,840 ...but I could make sure they had everything, you know? 290 00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:22,040 But then... 291 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,320 Well, after a while it just becomes... 292 00:24:28,360 --> 00:24:30,000 ...normal. 293 00:24:34,120 --> 00:24:35,960 And the more you do it... 294 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:40,600 ...the harder it is to step away. 295 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:47,720 Did you want to? Step away? 296 00:24:51,880 --> 00:24:53,240 Not at the time. 297 00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:58,560 I was always doing it for somebody. 298 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,520 My dad. 299 00:25:05,440 --> 00:25:06,880 Then them. 300 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:13,520 BREATHES SHAKILY 301 00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:21,320 Then I started to love the feeling. 302 00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:29,800 Walking into a room... 303 00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:34,560 ...and everybody knows you're there. 304 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:41,040 The entire community treating you like a hero. 305 00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:49,560 That feeling... 306 00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:55,720 ...I can't describe it. It's... 307 00:25:59,920 --> 00:26:01,720 ...pure power. 308 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:13,720 I've done things, Tom... 309 00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:19,320 I've done... 310 00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:22,680 I've done some bad things. 311 00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:34,240 Do you think I'm evil? 312 00:26:38,360 --> 00:26:40,080 I think you survived. 313 00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:46,440 I think you found your place in a hard world. 314 00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:52,560 I love you. 315 00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:58,560 I love you for you. 316 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:01,600 Every part of you. 317 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:08,440 I love the Dylan inside my flat... 318 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,840 ...and I love the Dylan outside of it. 319 00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:23,159 But if this is the world that you truly want to be in, 320 00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,879 then you need to let your family into it too. 321 00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:27,920 DYLAN SIGHS HEAVILY 322 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:46,799 Hi, Shan. 323 00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,400 Love, I'm sorry, I know you hate voice calls. 324 00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:55,320 I want you to know that... 325 00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:59,320 ...you and Luke mean the world to me. 326 00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:09,240 Shannon, I'm so sorry for what happened. 327 00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:13,680 For what you've had to see. 328 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:20,600 And I know your heart must be breaking right now. 329 00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:28,160 HE SIGHS I've been so selfish. 330 00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:33,000 I realise Arran meant a lot to you. 331 00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:38,479 There are things about our family, 332 00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:40,960 about me that you don't know. 333 00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:47,599 Let me explain 334 00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:50,279 why I'm in this world. 335 00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:52,320 LINE BEEPS 336 00:29:01,120 --> 00:29:03,160 Square Pegs In Round Holes by Franc Moody